Has been...hard. I hate to complain on here about how difficult this time in my life is, but I always promised I would be 100 percent honest. I'm just stuck in a transition phase, and can't seem to catch my footing. I'm someone who likes to know where I'm at and where I'm headed, and neither seems to be clear to me right now. I know life always has a way of working itself out, but could this process speed up a little? Whenever I'm not feeling like myself I try to turn that feeling around by doing things that make me happy. As hard as I try I can't help but just feel LONELY. I don't need a boyfriend or friends to make me happy, so why is it I feel this way? I'm trying my best to figure that out, so thank you for hanging in there with me as I do just that.